Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Boi you wan fwai rai?
Hmm. School? Ah, lovely school. Yeah it's been pretty good...teachers are again talking about the SC and subjects for Year 11 and 12. And it's got many of the kids around me freaking out big time. I've nailed down to the subjects I really want to do, after long discussions with peers and my tutor.
-2u maths
-advanced english
-ancient history
-beg. japanese
And I totally blanked out on the rest, get back to you guys later.
Today was a great day! In P.E we were doing discus right. Oh funny shizz right thurr. As Lenny was about to throw hers, I yelled out "PYSCH~!" and she threw it into the cage fence thing. BAHAHAHAH that was the most hilarious thing ever. Like we died laughing.
English was awrsum, despite the fact that Jess dawged me for some DMC with a friend in need, but thats okay. Sat next to Sammy. He was saying how his brother called him a retard for playing WiiFit. Hula-hooping I think? AHAHAHA and the hand movements he did with it was just LOL. Lunch was cool, we sat all hunced together in a mongilated circle sharing dirty jokes. Yes, dirty jokes right next to a Year 9 Pure Maths class with their windows open and every conversation possible could be heard. Thats the way we roll I guess. And I couldn't stop laughing at "spermbank" even when the joke hasnt been told.
COMMERCE was the best. I love Commerce. I love the people in Commerce. I think I'll do Economics next year if Kozlowski taught it. Please! We did our interview role play things, omg biggest crackups ever. Harry and his Michael Jackson impersonation with children being his passion, and working well under pleasure was awesome. Yeah so I've been pretty over the moon with school, surprisingly.
Mm yeah. I was hoping to do some sort of a fashion entry-one thing I've been wanting to do for ages since I had no net. Just came to my mind you know...but then I'm not using my own computer so its not convenient. Get round to that some other day..
Okay I guess I've fulfilled my blogging urge so I'm out.
Have a super day, or week guys!
Saturday, June 14, 2008
I live on a pirate ship.
"What?"
"Brown sugar"
"HAAAA Brown sugar. Brown sugar. HAHA Brown sugar!"
"..."
"Wait, did you say brown sugar?"
Well the past few days have been very windy and cold, and windy. Got most of me resorting to shivering and quivering in groups with hair in our faces thinking I WISH IT WAS WARMER. But hey hey, its winter so who gives. This week has been pretty jam-packed with schoolwork, assignments, REPORTS and etc. My report wasn't that bad, what I'd expected given my crap exam results. What I am proud of is, my 10th rank in Maths. Well maybe some of you think that's so off-standards, but I am damn proud and I'm saying it here. The others were pretty average, got better in the unimportant subs and fully dropped in Science. I think I need a Science tutor :( Dad looked at it, and all he's expecting is an academic award at the end of this year and for me to do better. Um, thanks?
There's the Subject Selection for Year 11 next next week and I am totally blank. My parents don't seem so concerned, they want me to focus on the Science-sey side of it rather than Performing Arts and Social Science. Ierno man, I hope the school gives us enough time to think through it. Enough about school! Blah.
Oh how I missed my mum's cooking, I have been craving for her vegetarian food for sooooo long. But not when the cooking aromas invade my room...like yeah, its so great to have your room smell like food and appetising..picture this:
"Hey man, your room smells like fish! Awwwwwwwwwesome."
No, I don't think so.
Omg. I've gained 3 kilos. THREEEEE kilos. Okay it's not so as dramatic as those Americans who go "Oh my god. I've gained 10 pounds!" *sips cranberry juice*. Most girls out there would think they've gone fatter and must lose that gained weight. Well at first I was mortified because I've been the same since..year 8? year 7? :O and now its just so different. But I'm going to take it as if I'm "growing"...heightwise, I hope.
Have you guys ever choked or swallowed something and coughed till it made you cry? I have. Yesterday afternoon was spent at Lenny's eating ramen which had this chilli powder I thought I could resist. So I was just casually eating and talking at the same time and swallowed the chilli powder, you know..the remains. At first I thought I was just coughing normally, then my face grew red and I couldn't talk properly, worst still..I teared up. Thanks for the glass of water though, true murder that chilli powder. Cleared it down with a bowl of Crunchy Nut cereal minus the milk and laughing our heads off at The Eye grim reapers on fire.
I really dislike having my periods during the winter. It's so uncomfortable when it's cold and all you want is to stay in one spot. I won't go into detail but it's pissing me off! Argh. Reminds me of Ange's blog, I can totally feel you Ange. I can. HAHAHA. I dislike having cold hands all the time too, seriously...I am like the Ice Queen of Narnia (if there is really one). And I'm just too lazy to wear gloves when I have so much hands-on stuff to do. So you know what I do?
Remedies 1. Use a blow-dryer to warm yourself up. Yes, I know weird..but efficient!
I also dislike when I'm walking and the wind blows my hair in my face and I have to fix it all the time, making me look like a self-obsessed weirdo. Might as well wear a beanie and its all good. Yeah, I think I'll wear a hat more often now.
Weekends are getting more boring, the same thing happening over and over again. One word: "Tedious" HAHAHAH inside joke. Anyway. I'm going to go off and try to finish my Science major and some English essays. Be back with inspiration later on, if I can.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Wherefore art thou Romeo
So I've been anticipating the whole day blurting to anyone who'd care enough at school that "My parents come back today!" And I come home and my mum shows up at the door. It was all a matter of oh-what-the-hey-do-whatever so I scream and run up to hug her. We had a moment, she also screamed. But then out of nowhere a family friend pops up and says "Oh jee, its just five weeks. You say hi and you hug and thats it."
What she said totally crushed me. I've known her to be critical and judgemental, but I didn't really expect her to be...so....(insertwordhere) I don't know. Didn't really allow myself to have personal time with her there did she? But anyway. Dad also gave me the biggest hug ever and I think he got his teeth done. They're much...straighter. And he's starting to wear more brighter colours, I wonder why. And now we've just finished dinner and they're gone to rest. We haven't talked properly but oh well?
Parents back here mean sleeping early, working more, all the housework and so much peace and quiet. I'm so glad that I no longer have a niece shouting in my ear and another tugging at my shirt so I'd put on the Teletubbies DVD for her. What can I say? Pure paradise.
School atm should be a stressing time for most of us. Science Major, reports, Parent/Teacher Interviews, various class tests, homework, and English work(personal). But here I am relaxing myself with a post-it note stating the many things I've to-do. I reckon I've organised myself pretty well, just taking it slowly. But I do know I totally freaked out when I saw the Year 11's take out their reports and started comparing. From these results, I'll try harder to focus. Yep, thats a goal to reach.
I found out that I'm super hyperactive these days, despite the late nights which are soon to vanish and tired eyebags plastered on my face. I think I laughed too hard at something not funny, like Jess giving me a dirty that caused enough for me to snort and laugh at the same time. Oh that was so bad. And I even laughed my head off at a baseball thrown at my knee. I laughed at my teacher discussing hormones as an excuse for Nathanial to be a "pervert". Call me absurd and weird but you'd rather see me like this something else. Much, much more amusing ;)
Ah I'm totally missing out on my friend's Arts in the Dark performances based on Romeo and Juliet and various characters, hence the title. Bet you they are spectacular, and they'd have to reinact for me. Thazz right (H)
Dooo dooo doo dooo doo. You'll never know I'm after you-New Found Glory.
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Time for some D.M.C
I hope you had a great one, especially when you're given a public holiday to spend however you wanted it to. I know we've had our ups and downs through all these years, and yet we're still sitting next to each other every Commerce. You are so smart, you know that? You let things get to you so easily and I can totally read that through your off-days, like. I know I'm slack telling you off for being an "emo" and "attention-seeking" but in the end I want you to be strong, and work out your problems. I'll always be up for our passing notes sessions and remember, there's always people out there here for you. One of them being me. So hip hip, hooray! Cheers Amanda-san.





"I don't know Ryan, why don't you ask what her name is?"
"No! I don't want to"
"Don't worry about it then Ryan"
"Whats her name mum?"
"Ask her!"
*runs off to the girl*
"Wuzzyourname?" *runs back hiding*
"She's not answering me mum!"
"Don't worry about it, she's not interested anymore"
"But mummm...!!"
*runs off to climb a tree near the girl*
"Whats your name!"
Saturday, June 7, 2008
Absolute geek-whacking material
Spent Friday night watching Season 3 of The OC till like, 11. Omg its so good to watch it again. And yet again I get so infuriated when Taylor decides to lock Summer out and so she could spend lock-in eating pizza with Seth. Well you grow to like her afterwards, finding out her lack of moral support and lonliness.
Atm I'm at my cousin's house for a sleepover, yay! Before, we were on a mission to find her crochet and knitting stuff by looking through stacks and stacks of boxes. Yes, she never gives up unless she finds what she wants. And so we found very old school stuff consisting of a rubix cube(totally in), a yo-yo, Mcdonald's Happy Meal toys, random toys, books and quirky little keychains. You know what I love seeing? Old cassette tapes. Brings back memories when we were young and second-hand based. And when we finally found her stuff, it was in a stray box which wasn't stacked up high and it was all a matter of "HALLELUJIAH!"
So yeah we're sitting here knitting and watching the OC, with my niece and her Tamagotchi game sounds.
Well I missed out on seeing Cohen twice today, boo. I went to Liverpool again only to hang out at Timezone and getting owned by my cousin in Maximum Tune 2 D: Myer had sales, but we had to go! Damn. Cousin and I are plotting a convincing plot to make my sister take us tomorrow after tutor. I mean, it is a long weekend! Right now the Fairvale kids are eating away at Bach Dang in their snazzy outfits and pretty dresses. I hope they're having fun! Let the photos do justice. I gotta say I quite regret not going but hey, I can see them anytime too in more...affordable places. AHHAHA I sound so cheap.
OMG I just remembered. I saw Khaly today! You know, SYTYD Bboy? Aw cmon don't tell me you forgot already. Well he was in Industrie8 giving this guy a tongue piercing. I was like hissing to my cousin "Omg, its Khaly!" and we were just shifty-eyed standing looking at extensions. Yeah so thats another famous person I've seen!
So are you all having a good weekend? I know I am. So relaxed and calm, don't have much work either. Cept to finish The Gathering and my scarf for Textiles. Gone a far way, I tell you. I'll upload a picture once I'm done :) I'll be knitting a few people more scarves, soon to be a "grandma" for all the kids around me. Ah, Sandy truly has a heart of gold. What he says is inspiring, but obviously coz it's a script.
I wish all the best of luck for the Volleyball kids at Metro tomorrow, get a medal guys! Make me proud :) And everyone have a good day tomorrow. Goodnight!
"Oh my gad. Kaitlin Cooper?"
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Bounce
HAHA I was just re-watching Step Up 2 few hours ago while knitting. I know, how ironic is that? But man, I'm just hooked on this song realising how good the soundtrack is and how sexual it is BAHAHA
So today was just another day I guess. The squelching of wet grass under your feet, the muddy remains near the sidewalks show how unattractive rain aftertaste really is. Could this be a rainy Winter for 2008? Mmm. Thursdays must be the best day of the week, a short day due to doubles and P.E theory just goes by so fast. Recess was spent again, huddling over the shelter with me and the girls rubbing our legs together in a circle. I swear, if you ever wore stockings and touched someone else's legs with it, feels damn goooooood. No I mean warm 8-)
In roll call, Charlene was talking about her new Oxford heels-the PERFECT ones that we both wanted right. And she even offered for me to borrow them because we're the same size, like how sweet is that? But that's just being cheap. I'll get them eventually...
I am so proud of my knitting progess, seeing this is about the 2930123985863529380379132497th time I restarted and managed to get...this far! Okay just imagine a long scarf and you'll be set. It's due next week, so I'm positive I'll make it and never going back(to start over).
Relationships. There's so much happening atm around me that I'm beginning to fear it. How do these people deal with such complex things? Why is it so different? It's not the same anymore. And me, being the simple-minded have no other way to comfort the opposing sides by trying to contradict them. Well not really, I think I start to bad-mouth based on what I know and it doesn't help anyway. I guess I haven't experienced enough and don't know what goes on out there. Obviously it's totally their business, but it makes you feel like just a worthless object, especially when they've approached you for advice. Its just like, uhhh. I don't know? Aish. All I can say is...I hope everything is resolved :)
I don't really have much to say so this must be a crappy entry, but oh well.
So I won't be blogging till whenever I get internet access. Sister's decided to stay at her place for the whole long weekend so yeah. Have a good one everyone!
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Sushi from your ass
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I had this song in my head the whole day for some reason. Nice isn't it? Too bad sweet-talkers are from bands and not real life. Okay so maybe I haven't seen everything yet. It was another rainy day today, nothing eventful happened really. There were a few Laugh Out Loud moments which I can't really remember. Music was fun though! From the song "Are you sleeping" we had to compose it into a Jamaican genre and lyrics. Yeah, again with Jamaica. So Lenny came up with this:
Dance till Daylight
Dance till Daylight
Dominoes, Dominoes
Yeah we like to drink rum
And we like to party
And smoke bong
And smoke bong
BAHAH ISN'T IT GENIUS!
Hmmm. I recall watching How To Look Good Naked the other day. To think of it, it's actually a good show. It makes you feel like there's more to airbrushed magazine covers, stick-thin Runway models, flawless ethnicities that get all the attention and celebrity influences. I reckon...as a girl, we've all had that phase right? The phase where you can't help but keep pointing out your flaws and forgetting that we're all different, unique people.
"I hate my thighs"
"I've got too many pimples"
"I wish I was as pretty as her..."
"If only I was taller"
SNAP OUT OF IT HUN! I wish I was like Carson, the ultimate kind sweet man who can make you feel beautiful for who you are. Boost your self-esteem, surge of confidence and just that gradual encouragement, makes you feel good about yourself. And I wish I could do the same for all those girls out there. Life may seem to suck at the moment right now because you're going through an awkward teenage phase. Acne, abnormal growth, inconvenience-of-the-month and other shizz we females have to go through. Why, why?! It's just puberty, don't worry :)
Everyone is beautiful, whether inside or out. You've just got to find what it is, and what you make of it. Listen to your heart, not what others think.
I'm so out of it. I don't even know what I'm talking about anymore.
*unwraps something imaginary on hand*
"Huh! What is that?"
"It's my....
UNBILICAL CORD!" (however you spell it)
*roars of laughter banging on the table*
I'm sorry, I just had to type that out. Me and Jess are never getting over that, its our little thing. Mind you, I dislike anything related to bellybuttons but thats just damn funny.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
You can stand under my umbrella
Three days into Winter and it's been raining alot. Not that rain is anything bad, but hey. We all love the sunshine in the cold type thing, where people huddle together in the most open space of the schoolyard. Let the sun shine through you!
Today was a long day...had the norms. Basketball in PE was fun. At first Jess, Lenny and I just couldn't be bothered having the same thought of "oh, boy hoggers. nvm" type of attitude but then, a miracle happened when I effortlessly smacked a ball from someone's hands. Started to get into the game, Jess scored some goals and the boys started to NOTICE(finally) that there was more to basketball than throwing from across the side of the court to another. Recess! Another Marketing week. Fairy floss was there, though in packets that tasted outdated. I fell asleep in History for how many times I can't even remember. Everytime Scott explained something in obvious emphasis to wake me up, I'd sink into the table and bolt up. It was sooo boring, I even finished my work fast to sleep more. Lunch was spent cheering on for the people who participated in "Pop the Teacher". You had to throw darts at a balloon with a photo of a teacher stuck on it, bloody rip off though. 1-10 hits you get like, a lolly bag. Great scheming there I see...Then it was Science. Practical lesson! We had to analyse different types of cells on glass slides using a microscope. Very cool little bacteria-like things and my own eyelash o____o
Commerce was okay, the guys will never get over what happened in PE and I'm not going to mention it here. Gosh, immature much? Learnt some stuff though, like how much a teacher earns :O
Walked Lenny home half-way coz she didnt have an umbrella. Her dad later beeps at us and we part, it was funny because he rolled down the window and yelled out:
"EY, KIM! THANK YOU!"
Haha. Gotta love my interaction with friend's parents ;D
Piano lessons afterwards, went crappy. Obviously because I haven't been practising, I'm never in the mood to practice. It's not the same without my parents here and the house never quiet. I don't know, I'm not up for technical work anymore. I want to play my own songs and learn new songs by myself. Sick of this stuff. But maybe I'm just getting lazy, meh.
So the Fairvalians have organised a Timeless Serenity dinner on Saturday. I'm invited and I think I should be able to go but again with the money issues. I really don't like asking my sister for money unless I need to. I only have enough for one more tutor lesson and my parents come back. Oh how I wish I had some backup bank, pronto! But if I can't make it then oh well. It's more of their circle of friends thing, I'll be able to see them for other outtings later on. So girls, sorry if I don't come.
And here I am now drawing a visual for English on The Gathering. Anna should be calling me soon...
You'll hear the music fill the air, I'll put a flower in your hair.
Monday, June 2, 2008
Raggamuffin.
What can I say? I loooooove winter. Partially coz I dress more better in winter, currently inspired by the Gossip Girl characters with their preppy style and coloured stockings. I gotta get some Oxfords, when I eventually get some more money. Oh and I'm craving for a red knit beanie similar to the girl in Elizabethtown, omg so cute. Myer mid-year sales should be coming up soon...more perfume samples here I come!
But as a season change, I temporarily got sick like a slight cold. I know its weird right? Noticed the same thing from the start of Autumn. But I've adapted so its all coooool :D
Well school was okay today! So I came late in the morning, but sneaked into Maths without Sheelah noticing and continued with the double. SCORE! Had fun reading Elena's DOLLY, and talking about our weekends and stuff. Music was quite fun, Lenny and I had cracked ourselves up with random Jamaican words(yet again) and Wrangler which somehow turned into "ranga" BAHAHAH. The people sitting at the back was singing random theme songs from certain films..very loudly. But I guess it was entertaining pretty much :) Recess was spent discussing what to do on Queens Birthday which is Amanda's birthday as well. But I don't know, I'm running short of money to go out anywhere :( What are you guys doing on Monday?
English was so blank without Bates. I was practically screaming out to Jethi "I MISS BATES!" the whole time. Chapter questions, how boring. Science was okay. We're learning about Genetics right, and we had to draw diagrams of sperm and egg production. HAHAH I was just giggling at the sperm cells coz they looked like fishies. Constantly being attacked by a hockey stick by a hyper Vikki over chocolate and random stuff too.
Spent the walk home with Yenmi, Alicia, Vy and Nelson. We were singing random primary school tunes such as "We are one" and that song with an old rocking chair :S Brings back good memories, sigh.
Guess I'll wrap it up now, there's some Maths homework waiting for me and I dont really have much to talk about.
Jah-maica-me-crazy
Sunday, June 1, 2008
Welcome Winter!
ITS THE FIRST OF JUNEEEE, which means that my birthday's getting near in about a month and few days....YAY! To me 15 isn't that special, I mean it's just fifteen? Yeah, I can officially get a job but my parents don't want me working and what else? Nothing else really. WAIT SOMEONE JUST REMINDED ME OF SOMETHING..
»-› - jun pan cakes elephantchew sir <3 says:
15 = sexual movies ;)
Thanks Jun, thanks. AHAHHA
So meh I can't be bothered to celebrate, just hope its near the holidays so I can go out or do something. June also means Kung-Fu Panda which I said I'd watch with Jun, for obvious reasons but that fruitcake hasn't been talking to me for days so meh. Yeah, fruitcake I hope you're reading this! And my parents are coming back in 9 days, holy smokes. I'm gonna miss migrating from my sister's place to my place then back and forth. The house is a pigsty, just like how a typical child-infested place would be. Socks thrown around, a random skipping rope, Playdough marks on the once-clean glass coffee table, stacked up kid's snacks(which I love to eat) and a scooter thats meant to be riden(sp?) outside.
June also means I've got Parent/Teacher Interviews, which my dad reckons it's a waste of time and a re-encounter with the reports that come later on. So woopee! I still have to go though...subject selections shizz. School Photos too, and earlier than usual! I hope I still have my braces till then..I've gotta do something to record this identity of mine.
Oh I've scanned the sticker photos, check it.


Yeah we ayshun like that.
Well I had quite a boring day today. Slept till 9ish only been woken by my niece whacking me with her blankie and turning the TV up real loud. Tutor was alright...we actually did work but Alva brought in her laptop so I was constantly being distracted by photos and Pinball games. Went out for dinner with the sib's, I feel so full! It was a great dinner though...Hai Au has such nice food. They had a smoked beef dish that literally was fuming up wisps of smoke, very cool. Atm I have a very odd back-ache for some reason, its one of those go-and-rest-your-back-by-lying-down kind of thing, but it's weird. I haven't been active at all today, oh dear. Massuese, where are you?!
Days go by so fast don't you reckon? Especially when you don't want it to. Soon enough we're all gonna be in Year 11 and its head-set into work. I know Year 10 and SC is important in a way, but I try to keep a positive outlook towards it. From friend's experiences, they tell me it's nothing to worry about if you're moving onto Year 11 and 12 so yeah, I try to keep that in mind though I still would dedicate some time into study. I know it's like "the last bludge" so why not? Why not try to make it fun? Like a reward stepping into the big world. Okay I'm looking far too beyond, but yeah! I might seem like I don't give a damn about anything, the attitude and stuff but I do care. Sometimes...just let it be? I don't even want to start thinking about what subjects I'm going to choose. Its so complicated to think of. Blah. But I know I want to do Chemistry for some reason...and might do Music if not under pressure.
Well I hope you all had a great weekend but now I'm tired, I've got some English homework to do.
Howdie ya'll ;D