Monday, September 7, 2009

i should've known better

the smiles, the flowers, everything
is gone.
you said, that you'd take it all back
give me one chance, it was a moment of weakness,
and i said yes.
its all gone...
my comp just got reformated.
HAHAH
yeah some virus apparently- yeah and my brother couldn't do anything about and just took it allllll away, mmhm. i couldn't even save my files or anything.
all those photos..the more recent ones, bookmarks and sites, MUSIC-lots of it, those time-consuming things..lovely things..
i hate computers.
no i don't mean that.
i guess i've gotta rely more on books and textbooks now.
at least..they can't easily backfire on me anyday..any moment.
computers, viruses, formatting, you break my heart.
i've lost..really important, beautiful, filled with memories..photos and stuff, like the jason mraz concert videos, usyd + uts with jun and linda...etc i've got some older ones saved onto discs. thats okay.
and im not one of those people that upload EVERYYYTHING on fb, bebo, flickr, etc. i should be, but nahhh.
i could be like,
harassing various social networks and people for whatever they have, but i guess..
its time to let go..
and get on with the good stuff.
or so-called studying.
something like that.
i'm so sad.

4 comments:

kingkathy said...

darling, l'ho provato sulla mia pelle

i almost wanted to stop blogging 'cause i lost everything on my comp.
but i slowly got over it.... took a while but yeah.

don't be too bummed k?

mwaaah

kingkathy said...

actually i'm still not over it LOL.
but life goes on -
and you have a lifetime to take a billion more photos, record a million more videos, and download thousands of more songs

and those good times that you think you have lost will surely remain in your memory bank :)

lovechristina said...

aww i feel your pain, it's really sad .. then i start feeling like claire - you have 5 minutes to wallow, then proceed, like kathy's comment :)

buiwashere said...

I'm so sad for Kim's computer, all the photos .. I can relate, it sucks it does, but you'll get better! Here's to the future, filled with photo's and songs and external hard drives!! FUCK YEAH!