Time for some D.M.C

which stands for Deep Meaningful Conversation

First things first, Happy 15th Amanda!
I hope you had a great one, especially when you're given a public holiday to spend however you wanted it to. I know we've had our ups and downs through all these years, and yet we're still sitting next to each other every Commerce. You are so smart, you know that? You let things get to you so easily and I can totally read that through your off-days, like. I know I'm slack telling you off for being an "emo" and "attention-seeking" but in the end I want you to be strong, and work out your problems. I'll always be up for our passing notes sessions and remember, there's always people out there here for you. One of them being me. So hip hip, hooray! Cheers Amanda-san.

This long weekend was spent sleeping over at cousin's two days straight. We stay up till 3am or 1am doing jackshizz. The first night was pretty fulfilling not to mention the prank we played on my little niece. She was deep asleep with drool hanging from her face and we decided we'll give her a "makeover" with make up and zinc. Oh classic. And a sticker across her forehead saying SNITCHFACE. Aren't we evil? Bahah. Here are some webcam photos we took that night:

Bored children we are.

Speaking of children, I had quite a blast with my niece and her neighbours the other day. Okay not to sound paedophile-ish, but I love hanging out with little kids I don't know. By the meaning of that, I get along with kids who don't know how to tick me off. We played games consisting of relay racing, some dance concert o___o, bike riding, skipping, and taking photos. They love photos, its so cute.

I remember once an afternoon I was waiting to pick up my niece from school. There was this boy named Ryan who was running around. A little girl wearing pink was looking at him and laughing, so he runs back to his mum and is evidently curious.

"Mum! Who's that?"
"I don't know Ryan, why don't you ask what her name is?"
"No! I don't want to"
"Don't worry about it then Ryan"
"Whats her name mum?"
"Ask her!"
*runs off to the girl*
"Wuzzyourname?" *runs back hiding*
"She's not answering me mum!"
"Don't worry about it, she's not interested anymore"
"But mummm...!!"
*runs off to climb a tree near the girl*
"Whats your name!"

Hahah. Welcome to young love :)

Absolute geek-whacking material

FREE MARISSA- don't we all want a shirt of that?
Spent Friday night watching Season 3 of The OC till like, 11. Omg its so good to watch it again. And yet again I get so infuriated when Taylor decides to lock Summer out and so she could spend lock-in eating pizza with Seth. Well you grow to like her afterwards, finding out her lack of moral support and lonliness.

Atm I'm at my cousin's house for a sleepover, yay! Before, we were on a mission to find her crochet and knitting stuff by looking through stacks and stacks of boxes. Yes, she never gives up unless she finds what she wants. And so we found very old school stuff consisting of a rubix cube(totally in), a yo-yo, Mcdonald's Happy Meal toys, random toys, books and quirky little keychains. You know what I love seeing? Old cassette tapes. Brings back memories when we were young and second-hand based. And when we finally found her stuff, it was in a stray box which wasn't stacked up high and it was all a matter of "HALLELUJIAH!"
So yeah we're sitting here knitting and watching the OC, with my niece and her Tamagotchi game sounds.

Well I missed out on seeing Cohen twice today, boo. I went to Liverpool again only to hang out at Timezone and getting owned by my cousin in Maximum Tune 2 D: Myer had sales, but we had to go! Damn. Cousin and I are plotting a convincing plot to make my sister take us tomorrow after tutor. I mean, it is a long weekend! Right now the Fairvale kids are eating away at Bach Dang in their snazzy outfits and pretty dresses. I hope they're having fun! Let the photos do justice. I gotta say I quite regret not going but hey, I can see them anytime too in more...affordable places. AHHAHA I sound so cheap.

OMG I just remembered. I saw Khaly today! You know, SYTYD Bboy? Aw cmon don't tell me you forgot already. Well he was in Industrie8 giving this guy a tongue piercing. I was like hissing to my cousin "Omg, its Khaly!" and we were just shifty-eyed standing looking at extensions. Yeah so thats another famous person I've seen!

So are you all having a good weekend? I know I am. So relaxed and calm, don't have much work either. Cept to finish The Gathering and my scarf for Textiles. Gone a far way, I tell you. I'll upload a picture once I'm done :) I'll be knitting a few people more scarves, soon to be a "grandma" for all the kids around me. Ah, Sandy truly has a heart of gold. What he says is inspiring, but obviously coz it's a script.

I wish all the best of luck for the Volleyball kids at Metro tomorrow, get a medal guys! Make me proud :) And everyone have a good day tomorrow. Goodnight!

"Oh my gad. Kaitlin Cooper?"

Bounce

like your ass had the hiccups.

HAHA I was just re-watching Step Up 2 few hours ago while knitting. I know, how ironic is that? But man, I'm just hooked on this song realising how good the soundtrack is and how sexual it is BAHAHA

So today was just another day I guess. The squelching of wet grass under your feet, the muddy remains near the sidewalks show how unattractive rain aftertaste really is. Could this be a rainy Winter for 2008? Mmm. Thursdays must be the best day of the week, a short day due to doubles and P.E theory just goes by so fast. Recess was spent again, huddling over the shelter with me and the girls rubbing our legs together in a circle. I swear, if you ever wore stockings and touched someone else's legs with it, feels damn goooooood. No I mean warm 8-)

In roll call, Charlene was talking about her new Oxford heels-the PERFECT ones that we both wanted right. And she even offered for me to borrow them because we're the same size, like how sweet is that? But that's just being cheap. I'll get them eventually...
I am so proud of my knitting progess, seeing this is about the 2930123985863529380379132497th time I restarted and managed to get...this far! Okay just imagine a long scarf and you'll be set. It's due next week, so I'm positive I'll make it and never going back(to start over).

Relationships. There's so much happening atm around me that I'm beginning to fear it. How do these people deal with such complex things? Why is it so different? It's not the same anymore. And me, being the simple-minded have no other way to comfort the opposing sides by trying to contradict them. Well not really, I think I start to bad-mouth based on what I know and it doesn't help anyway. I guess I haven't experienced enough and don't know what goes on out there. Obviously it's totally their business, but it makes you feel like just a worthless object, especially when they've approached you for advice. Its just like, uhhh. I don't know? Aish. All I can say is...I hope everything is resolved :)

I don't really have much to say so this must be a crappy entry, but oh well.
So I won't be blogging till whenever I get internet access. Sister's decided to stay at her place for the whole long weekend so yeah. Have a good one everyone!

Sushi from your ass

Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I had this song in my head the whole day for some reason. Nice isn't it? Too bad sweet-talkers are from bands and not real life. Okay so maybe I haven't seen everything yet. It was another rainy day today, nothing eventful happened really. There were a few Laugh Out Loud moments which I can't really remember. Music was fun though! From the song "Are you sleeping" we had to compose it into a Jamaican genre and lyrics. Yeah, again with Jamaica. So Lenny came up with this:
Dance till Daylight
Dance till Daylight
Dominoes, Dominoes
Yeah we like to drink rum
And we like to party
And smoke bong
And smoke bong
BAHAH ISN'T IT GENIUS!

Hmmm. I recall watching How To Look Good Naked the other day. To think of it, it's actually a good show. It makes you feel like there's more to airbrushed magazine covers, stick-thin Runway models, flawless ethnicities that get all the attention and celebrity influences. I reckon...as a girl, we've all had that phase right? The phase where you can't help but keep pointing out your flaws and forgetting that we're all different, unique people.
"I hate my thighs"
"I've got too many pimples"
"I wish I was as pretty as her..."
"If only I was taller"

SNAP OUT OF IT HUN! I wish I was like Carson, the ultimate kind sweet man who can make you feel beautiful for who you are. Boost your self-esteem, surge of confidence and just that gradual encouragement, makes you feel good about yourself. And I wish I could do the same for all those girls out there. Life may seem to suck at the moment right now because you're going through an awkward teenage phase. Acne, abnormal growth, inconvenience-of-the-month and other shizz we females have to go through. Why, why?! It's just puberty, don't worry :)
Everyone is beautiful, whether inside or out. You've just got to find what it is, and what you make of it. Listen to your heart, not what others think.

I'm so out of it. I don't even know what I'm talking about anymore.

*unwraps something imaginary on hand*
"Huh! What is that?"
"It's my....
UNBILICAL CORD!" (however you spell it)
*roars of laughter banging on the table*
I'm sorry, I just had to type that out. Me and Jess are never getting over that, its our little thing. Mind you, I dislike anything related to bellybuttons but thats just damn funny.

You can stand under my umbrella

MY GREEN UMBRELLA.

Three days into Winter and it's been raining alot. Not that rain is anything bad, but hey. We all love the sunshine in the cold type thing, where people huddle together in the most open space of the schoolyard. Let the sun shine through you!

Today was a long day...had the norms. Basketball in PE was fun. At first Jess, Lenny and I just couldn't be bothered having the same thought of "oh, boy hoggers. nvm" type of attitude but then, a miracle happened when I effortlessly smacked a ball from someone's hands. Started to get into the game, Jess scored some goals and the boys started to NOTICE(finally) that there was more to basketball than throwing from across the side of the court to another. Recess! Another Marketing week. Fairy floss was there, though in packets that tasted outdated. I fell asleep in History for how many times I can't even remember. Everytime Scott explained something in obvious emphasis to wake me up, I'd sink into the table and bolt up. It was sooo boring, I even finished my work fast to sleep more. Lunch was spent cheering on for the people who participated in "Pop the Teacher". You had to throw darts at a balloon with a photo of a teacher stuck on it, bloody rip off though. 1-10 hits you get like, a lolly bag. Great scheming there I see...Then it was Science. Practical lesson! We had to analyse different types of cells on glass slides using a microscope. Very cool little bacteria-like things and my own eyelash o____o
Commerce was okay, the guys will never get over what happened in PE and I'm not going to mention it here. Gosh, immature much? Learnt some stuff though, like how much a teacher earns :O
Walked Lenny home half-way coz she didnt have an umbrella. Her dad later beeps at us and we part, it was funny because he rolled down the window and yelled out:
"EY, KIM! THANK YOU!"
Haha. Gotta love my interaction with friend's parents ;D

Piano lessons afterwards, went crappy. Obviously because I haven't been practising, I'm never in the mood to practice. It's not the same without my parents here and the house never quiet. I don't know, I'm not up for technical work anymore. I want to play my own songs and learn new songs by myself. Sick of this stuff. But maybe I'm just getting lazy, meh.

So the Fairvalians have organised a Timeless Serenity dinner on Saturday. I'm invited and I think I should be able to go but again with the money issues. I really don't like asking my sister for money unless I need to. I only have enough for one more tutor lesson and my parents come back. Oh how I wish I had some backup bank, pronto! But if I can't make it then oh well. It's more of their circle of friends thing, I'll be able to see them for other outtings later on. So girls, sorry if I don't come.

And here I am now drawing a visual for English on The Gathering. Anna should be calling me soon...

You'll hear the music fill the air, I'll put a flower in your hair.

Raggamuffin.

Winter is so beautiful. You wake up to the misty fog that stick to your windows and you get that temptation to draw a smiley face using your finger. The morning frosty dew of water droplets are the remains on each and every clover in the garden like minature crystals. You breathe out and wispy trails of smoke evaporate into the air. Chills and shivering, but it's all recovered with a big cuddle from your loved ones and a nice cup of hot chocolate.

What can I say? I loooooove winter. Partially coz I dress more better in winter, currently inspired by the Gossip Girl characters with their preppy style and coloured stockings. I gotta get some Oxfords, when I eventually get some more money. Oh and I'm craving for a red knit beanie similar to the girl in Elizabethtown, omg so cute. Myer mid-year sales should be coming up soon...more perfume samples here I come!

But as a season change, I temporarily got sick like a slight cold. I know its weird right? Noticed the same thing from the start of Autumn. But I've adapted so its all coooool :D

Well school was okay today! So I came late in the morning, but sneaked into Maths without Sheelah noticing and continued with the double. SCORE! Had fun reading Elena's DOLLY, and talking about our weekends and stuff. Music was quite fun, Lenny and I had cracked ourselves up with random Jamaican words(yet again) and Wrangler which somehow turned into "ranga" BAHAHAH. The people sitting at the back was singing random theme songs from certain films..very loudly. But I guess it was entertaining pretty much :) Recess was spent discussing what to do on Queens Birthday which is Amanda's birthday as well. But I don't know, I'm running short of money to go out anywhere :( What are you guys doing on Monday?
English was so blank without Bates. I was practically screaming out to Jethi "I MISS BATES!" the whole time. Chapter questions, how boring. Science was okay. We're learning about Genetics right, and we had to draw diagrams of sperm and egg production. HAHAH I was just giggling at the sperm cells coz they looked like fishies. Constantly being attacked by a hockey stick by a hyper Vikki over chocolate and random stuff too.
Spent the walk home with Yenmi, Alicia, Vy and Nelson. We were singing random primary school tunes such as "We are one" and that song with an old rocking chair :S Brings back good memories, sigh.

Guess I'll wrap it up now, there's some Maths homework waiting for me and I dont really have much to talk about.

Jah-maica-me-crazy

Welcome Winter!

Pinch and punch for the first day of the month, no returns! *tips and runs off like a little Kindergarten girl*


ITS THE FIRST OF JUNEEEE, which means that my birthday's getting near in about a month and few days....YAY! To me 15 isn't that special, I mean it's just fifteen? Yeah, I can officially get a job but my parents don't want me working and what else? Nothing else really. WAIT SOMEONE JUST REMINDED ME OF SOMETHING..

»-› - jun pan cakes elephantchew sir <3 says:
15 = sexual movies ;)

Thanks Jun, thanks. AHAHHA

So meh I can't be bothered to celebrate, just hope its near the holidays so I can go out or do something. June also means Kung-Fu Panda which I said I'd watch with Jun, for obvious reasons but that fruitcake hasn't been talking to me for days so meh. Yeah, fruitcake I hope you're reading this! And my parents are coming back in 9 days, holy smokes. I'm gonna miss migrating from my sister's place to my place then back and forth. The house is a pigsty, just like how a typical child-infested place would be. Socks thrown around, a random skipping rope, Playdough marks on the once-clean glass coffee table, stacked up kid's snacks(which I love to eat) and a scooter thats meant to be riden(sp?) outside.
June also means I've got Parent/Teacher Interviews, which my dad reckons it's a waste of time and a re-encounter with the reports that come later on. So woopee! I still have to go though...subject selections shizz. School Photos too, and earlier than usual! I hope I still have my braces till then..I've gotta do something to record this identity of mine.


Oh I've scanned the sticker photos, check it.

Yeah we ayshun like that.

Well I had quite a boring day today. Slept till 9ish only been woken by my niece whacking me with her blankie and turning the TV up real loud. Tutor was alright...we actually did work but Alva brought in her laptop so I was constantly being distracted by photos and Pinball games. Went out for dinner with the sib's, I feel so full! It was a great dinner though...Hai Au has such nice food. They had a smoked beef dish that literally was fuming up wisps of smoke, very cool. Atm I have a very odd back-ache for some reason, its one of those go-and-rest-your-back-by-lying-down kind of thing, but it's weird. I haven't been active at all today, oh dear. Massuese, where are you?!

Days go by so fast don't you reckon? Especially when you don't want it to. Soon enough we're all gonna be in Year 11 and its head-set into work. I know Year 10 and SC is important in a way, but I try to keep a positive outlook towards it. From friend's experiences, they tell me it's nothing to worry about if you're moving onto Year 11 and 12 so yeah, I try to keep that in mind though I still would dedicate some time into study. I know it's like "the last bludge" so why not? Why not try to make it fun? Like a reward stepping into the big world. Okay I'm looking far too beyond, but yeah! I might seem like I don't give a damn about anything, the attitude and stuff but I do care. Sometimes...just let it be? I don't even want to start thinking about what subjects I'm going to choose. Its so complicated to think of. Blah. But I know I want to do Chemistry for some reason...and might do Music if not under pressure.

Well I hope you all had a great weekend but now I'm tired, I've got some English homework to do.

Howdie ya'll ;D